We are going out

I am thankful for:

1. We are going out later
2. Good personality
3. Good looks
4. Good attitude
5. Goodness

Yes. We are going out later at 6:00 pm, my mom said. Will I still make it to Maghrib prayer? Hm... I hope so. I don't want to miss prayers. In case you miss them, you can perform it later, and maybe even combine it to shorten it in case you're already tired. Here is a thread I made about the topic on how to combine prayers: https://www.islamicboard.com/general/134351602-combine-prayers.html#post3002292. It was hard looking for answers on how to combine prayers on Google, that's why I asked on the forum.

10 minutes less. I hope I'm right. Does saying that mean I have 10 minutes minus some seconds of it? Hm... My head is stressed a little bit of the ghosts. O Allah, please help me. Insha'Allah. My head hurts a little, and I make this face like I'm disgusted or something because I feel pain in my head. I feel embarrassed too. I was thinking. Should I be embarrassed? I mean, I can be. It's not bad to be shy. I somehow read that it doesn't do harm. But I thought that if people all over the world and even those on spaceships outer space, or maybe even the whole universe, hears these super-natural beings, it's scope is reached everywhere, then what I can I do? Do they need to know what's inside the mind of a Muslim? Anyways, I am also happy. We have air-con here. They don't turn it off. It's open 24/7. Sometimes, they turn it off, but I noticed it will be turned on soon again. Allahuakbar. Do you know that saying subhanallah or subhnallah wa bihamdihi will plant you a tree in Jannah? My head doesn't hurt much now. I think that I vented it out here, so it got expressed and that helped. But let's not do the same with our anger. Anger, if swallowed, tastes like honey. Allah will also reward you if you don't get angry. Being angry for the sake of Allah, as said, is recommended and praiseworthy, such as when we see an evil action.

Praise be to God

I am thankful to God for:

1. Electricity
2. Water
3. Business
4. Sound mind
5. Worship

I thank Allah for his majesty. He is suited indeed for worship. To him is due all praise. I don't know if I already said this, maybe I forgot, but I've unfriended friends on Facebook because I read that we can't be friends with non-Muslim people. As far as I can remember, you can be friends with them if you are afraid they will hurt you. I even deleted family members who are non-Muslim. My life is for Allah. About 12 minutes to go. There is a Paradise in this world, and those who do not enter it, will not enter the paradise in the hereafter, and it is said to me in the forums by a member that that paradise is the happiness and joy one gets in worshiping Allah. I think I have entered it. But it is also said that the dunya(world) is the prison of a Muslim, and the paradise of the kafir(disbeliever). I have a little bit of a runny rose. Alhamdulillah(Praise be to God) because I have a t-shirt here that I use to spit my phlegm on it. Alhamdulillah because we have a house. A lot of people don't have their own house and they live in harsh conditions outside. Some even eat their food from the garbage. Let us look at those below us, and not those above us, as taught in Islam.

“Look at those who are beneath you and do not look at those who are above you, for it is more suitable that you should not consider as less the blessing of Allah.” [Bukharee 6490, abridged & in Muslim (2963) in its completion.]

Just a little more and I'm done writing here. My youngest sister is asleep. His other older brother who is fat is awake. My head hurts sometimes because I think too much of the paranormal beings I am talking about that tell what's inside my mind. Right after I think of a word, they say it at the same time I thought of it. I keep calm and trust Allah. He said that whenever a calamity befalls you, you should say, "We belong to God and to him we shall return."

Very thankful to the Lord

I am thankful for:

1. My life
2. Still alive
3. Simplicity
4. Financial Education
5. Islam

I totally love Islam. I just read a book on financial education. It's great. Alhamdulillah. I will pray Azr in just a little, while, the 3 o'clock prayer of Muslims. Prayer makes me consistent and awake the whole day, except for times I didn't get enough sleep, I would sleep some more, but I try hard to wake up again as much as I can early. Morning work is blessed. I am studying Bo Sanchez's 5 Envelope System where you allocate or segregate or divide your funds or money in 5 ways like this will go to charity and this will go to emergency. I'll read it later on, insha'Allah, on my 15 minute reading before sunset. I read morning, evening, and on sunset or near that. I check the time of sunset on Google and sometimes it starts somewhere about 5:30 something. About 8 minutes to go before Azr. Oh God, thank you very much. Help me financially Ya Allah. Insha'Allah. If we conceal other's faults, that's a good thing. Allah will conceal your faults as well here and in the hereafter. Sabr is patience, endurance, perseverance and persistence. Such an endearing virtue. Whatever calamity befalls you, you should say, "We belong to God and to him we shall return". By believing in that, you acknowledge that their is a God who created you and you trust him and you will come back to him in a successful way of triumph. God is the greatest(Allahuakbar). I've unfriended my Christian friends on Facebook, even family members who are non-Muslim. O Allah, please lighten the burden on me. Alhamdulillah(Praise be to God).

My Game Modification website

I like to welcome you to Emem's GTA Place at www.ememgtaplace.blogspot.com where you can download free modifications(mods) for GTA. May Allah forgive me. I make sure all my mods are good and not evil. Mods that please Allah, may he be glorified and exalted. Allahuakbar(Allah is the greatest). I have there a mod which is not Islamic, which is a Uniform of the past school I go to, Diliman Preparatory School. Nikki Coseteng, a senator, as far as I remember, I think, is the one who founded the school. I wonder if that is why it is called, "Diliman" or in other words, can be understood as, "Dili man" or "Not man". Dili being a Visayan word. Diliman is a district in Quezon City. Subhanallah(God is perfect). I like being poor. I mean, I don't really want to be rich in money like a billionaire. I just want enough money so that I can worship Allah as long as I am alive. And even if I go to the hereafter, I will be ressurected, and I will still worship Allah. Some say you don't need to pray Salat or prostrate anymore like here in the dunya(world) in Paradise(Jannah). You will just have to perfrom dhikr or remember Allah or saying Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar, Subhanallah, and those kinds of worshipping methods. Insha'Allah, I will reach Paradise along with those I love.

God is good

I am thankful for:

1. My life
2. God's cure
3. No vices
4. Praying or salat
5. Hope

I am hopeful because of Allah. I so love him. He has given me hope despite me having this problem of paranormal beings or maybe ghosts that say what's inside my mind. If it wasn't for Allah and Islam, I don't know anymore. But God is true, and his promise as well. I hope I can achieve Jannah along with my family. Insha'Allah. I'm starting to like more my website, despite the fact that I can't create new pages. I will check after this if I can again. It's alright. My creative thinking is harnessed. I still feel good. Sometimes and even now, my head feels some pain. I have sore throat. There's an air con here open but it's alright. My 2 younger siblings are using it. Good thing the ceiling fan near me was turned off. I notified my mom. About 7 minutes to go. I have cold. Oh God, please help me and my love ones. Just a little more. I've also changed again the time for writing. I made it in morning, afternoon, and evening 15 minutes again. Before, it became 5-10-5.

Fasting today and hopeful of Siomai later

Yey. I feel like a kid. I am a kid. But my father wants me to grow up and be a man. Mother called me baby again. I'm wearing diapers.

I am thankful, my Lord Allah, of:

1. Fasting

2. Mom told us that there will be Siomai(chinese dumplings) later on

3. Contraction or decrease

4. Islamic laws

5. God's command

I am now a true slave of Allah. I am hopeful later on that we will eat Siomai or what Americans call "Siumai" or "Shumai". I feel good. Insha'Allah(if Allah wills), we will eat it. It's alright if we don't, because I already have lechon manok here or roasted chicken. Lechon for roast and manok for chicken. About some 3 minutes to go. May Allah forgive me if I'm not covering my ankle and legs. I only wear a diaper. It's because I don't want my mom to get too much tired in washing our clothes. The diaper sometimes is full and the liquid inside leaks outside and when I was still wearing shorts, it got soaked, and I need to change, this time faster than normal people changing shorts. It's good to fast because I don't get to change my diapers fast. When I do eat and drink, I used to change from morning and when afternoon comes, I change again. It can go 3 diapers a day. When fasting, I noticed that 1 diaper can be used for the whole day. I think I will be making this 15 minutes again, this writing. I think it's good that way. I have 15 minutes reading in the morning, afternoon and evening. Alhamdulillah(Praise be to God), it's almost over, this writing. To God be to Glory.

I like the platform of blogger

Let me start with saying, Bismillah, or in the name of Allah. I love using blogger. I remember doing my first blog posts here when I was still a freshman in College. After school, I would use my computer. I love doing good. I hope my words are comforting and healing to you. I hope they do good for you. Being too much comfortable isn't good either. There must be balance. There must be moderation. This writing on blogger every afternoon is 10 minutes, while the journal writing in the morning is 5 minutes, and in the evening. I rather write a little, than write words that are bad or evil. I really try to abstain from sin as much as I can. This being limp of mine happened, and I cannot tell why, because I think it was a sin that I destroyed myself, and I do not make known my sins, and now I am grateful that it still happened, because as I am mostly at home, and in front of a laptop, and I came back to Islam, and I am learning more about it and I thought it really good that it happened, because if it didn't, I could have been so lost. I was really lost. I read the Quran when I was still walking normally, and was a member of a helpful forum, IslamicBoard.com already, but the knowledge on the Quran that we have isn't sufficient. Alhamdulillah(Praise be to God). I have Islamic knowledge which I learned that isn't in the Quran that I've read from start to finish(may Allah forgive me if it wasn't totally), but that's what I aimed for and tried to do. I tried to read the Quran that we have that is translated in English. I remember our old Quran, which was thicker than this. I wonder if they didn't include everything on the translated one. The old Quran I am talking about also has an English translation, but it's thicker.

In the name of Allah

I am thankful for:

1. Sound mind

2. Hope that I can overcome these paranormal thing happening to me

3. On Friday, my mom said that I will be checked my some person who will cast out the evil happening to me

4. God is good

5. Paradise

You cannot achieve Paradise in the hereafter, said in Islam, if you do not achieve it here. I can already feel some Paradise here. I have about 7 minutes to go. I have 10 minutes for this writing every afternoon. I hand-write in my journal in the morning and evening. It's great and good. I save electricity. I think 1 post a day on this is enough and alright. Hm... What else can I talk about? Allah is good. We are advised not to talk excessively, except when Allah's name is mentioned. Alhamdulillah(Praise be to God). I want to live poor and die poor, and be counted among the poor in the Day of Resurrection just like the Prophet Muhammad. The poor believers will be the first ones to enter Jannah. The rich believers are said to be detained for years, but when I questioned about this on Islamicboard.com, some said that the time there is fast or something. It's like a day only. Detained for 40 or 500 years. I'm not sure if it's 40. I tried to search on Google, and failed to see the result I wanted to see. Just a couple of seconds to go. I hope this blog helps people. I can't create websites on other platforms. It's either complicated or slow. May Allah guide the unbelievers and have mercy on the believers.

I am thankful to Allah

I am thankful for:

1. The life given to me.
2. Allah's grace
3. Allah's mercy
4. Allah's kindness
5. Allah is God.

We have air-con now in the unit where we live in a condo. They don't turn it off. The coldness is alright. I need to stay calm. I talked to mom again of the supernatural beings telling what's inside my mind, and she transferred the date to Friday. It's alright. I hope I make it every time I lose required time of sleep.

Praise be to Allah

I am thankful for:

1. My life
2. The air I breath
3. Simplicity
4. Humbleness
5. Poverty

I want to live poor and die poor. I also want to be provided by Allah. I don't want to carry a burden I cannot bear. By being poor, I mean living humbly and even if with little money compared to others, I still get enough and get to worship Allah and he is pleased with me. When I die as a poor believer, I will be one of the first to enter Jannah(Paradise). I want to distribute my wealth as charity when I die. Why do I want to live poor if I can just give my wealth when I die to be first in Jannah? It's because I want to be humble. If I aim for billions like what some people I noticed aim for, or whatever big amount like multi-millions, I may get dazzled by my richness and I get arrogant and leave Islam. I may even get a much harder life. Some rich people commit suicide. It doesn't care whether you're rich or poor. I want to be contented and satisfied. I want a good health. Health is wealth. Our true richness is in the heart and soul. Our good deeds are our true richness. We need to accumulate good deeds and make them in this life so it will scale higher than our evil deeds. Insha'Allah(If Allah wills), I recite Subhnallah, Alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar 99 times every day after every salat and before going to sleep later, I will still do it. After each salat and saying that, I add as the last, to be 100, the prase, "Laa ilaaha illallahu wah dahuu laa shariikalalahul mulku wa lahul hamduyuhi wa yumitubi yaidihil kairu wa huwa ala kuli shai-in qadir. It means in English, "There is none worthy of being worshiped but Allah; He is One; he has no partner. His is the kingdom(of the whole universe); to Him is due all Praise; He raises the Dead and takes away life from the living; In His Hand is all Good; He has power on all things. May Allah forgive me for my mistakes and sins. I also learned about it not being proper to pray for the unbelievers. I read that you can pray for your parents, and I hope for siblings as well. As far as I can remember, that if you recite what I said above, Allah will make sure that what you pray to him, he will make true.

I slept past my Siesta or Qailulah

I slept up to somewhere near 3:00 pm, where I need to pray an obligatory prayer. Somewhere near that, I'm already awoke and I would, from time to time, check my watch to see if it's almost 3:00 o'clock and sleep again if it's still a bit farther. I don't know. Maybe I need to change position tomorrow when I sleep again in the afternoon. Maybe I would need to put my head the opposite of where I put it today, so I can be hit by the fan better. I am nearer to it.

I am thankful for:

1. Simplicity
2. Electric Fan
3. I'll be sleeping in a better position tomorrow on Qailulah
4. Food
5. Water

My usual sleep time on Qailulah is for about 20-30 minutes. My fat brother is talking to somebody, maybe on his cell. I think to our father. Hm... I've added new routine to my prayers. Every time I finish a prayer, I say Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, and Allahuakbar 33 times each, then afterwards recite the Ayatul Kursi. It's kinda tiring but I'm just thinking of the reward I shall get. Reciting the Ayatul Kursi after every prayer makes death only the barrier between him and Paradise. I also said 100 times Astaghfirullah last night, if I'm correct. Just a little more and I'm done writing here. I only laugh low this time. I don't remember even reacting on Facebook laughing anymore.

Hopeful of Jannah

I'm thankful for:

1. Electricity
2. Water
3. Love
4. Care
5. Support

At least I'm still trying. I'm hopeful of Jannah. I'm thinking of re-making my purpose or reading the purpose I made from what I learned from Think and Grow Rich. By the way, that's just one of my purposes if ever I will continue with it, for my sole purpose is to Jannah with my family. I'm scared of certain laws in Islam on how they punish the rich. It is said that the poor believers will enter Jannah first before the rich ones, and the rich ones will be detained for some 40 years/50 years/500 years before they enter Jannah. The question is where will they be detained? They are believers so I assume that if they be detained, that is a place where they are not severely punished because they are believers. Those who are disbelievers will have their wealth seen by them turned into a poisonous snake and bite them. It will say, "I am your wealth!" I think I just want to let Allah handle whatever is in my future. I hope Allah helps me with this problem of mine of whether I'll read my financial purpose. Hm... The rich people will be dipped for a few seconds in hell and they will be asked if they have ever had comfort in the world and they would forget it ad would say no. I plan to give away my wealth and belongings to my sons or daughters and wives and advise them to do the same before we die. I would also give to other people besides my family.

I'm understanding more about what to do with the supernatural beings

I'm thankful for:

1. I'm still alive
2. Better understanding of the super natural beings with me
3. Mufti Menk
4. Muslim friends
5. Ummah or the Muslim Community

Yeah... I understand them more... It seems I was so attached to them back then... There are problems that arised... They are saying something a little but irritating now. Just a little bit now and fading. Last night, I couldn't sleep fast. They tell what's inside my mind. Endlessly. Well, I guess that's while I'm still here in the dunya(world). Sometimes, even now, I feel scared and it's hard to breathe sometimes... I hope Allah helps me. O Allah, help me. Help us all. I don't care anymore really, whatever they say. Whatever they said, is already said... Whatever. I've written books, but I stopped continuing to market them or continue them because I've read some laws in Islam like you can't tell others about your sins or make it known to them. You will be called a Mujariheen. Someone who makes his sins known. I'm not sure if it the word can be used for females. I want to transfer to a Muslim society. Man... I don't want to be disowned by the Prophet. We live in a society where Christians are many. I've seen some Muslims here. The girls wear Muslim clothes and I remember they wear hijab. My mom and littlest sister only wears it when praying. My mom has a traumatic past with my father's family back in Mindanao, the society where Muslims are many than Christians. We live there before. We transferred here in Luzon. Good thing I prayed back then. So it became easy for me to pray now that I've really came back to Islam and I think I'm not leaving it anymore.

Thankful

I'm thankful for:

1. Good health
2. Good thoughts
3. Family
4. Kindness
5. Taking it easy

I'm writing the list again of 5 things I'm grateful for in the morning, afternoon, and evening. I really wish the paranormal or supernatural beings here that are saying what's inside my mind would disappear.

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Every afternoon

I'm grateful for:

1. Good fate
2. Paradise destination
3. The benefits of restraint
4. Allah's counsel
5. Vegetable

I just made this writing 10 minutes then I have 15 minutes reading after this. It's good. I will still read for 15 minutes later on before 6:00 pm. Reading and writing session is 3 times each day. A lot of people believe that if you don't tease or bully your "so-called friends", you are not a real friend. I don't believe that. Why would you hurt your friend? You're not a real friend that way. We have different opinions and beliefs. I believe that if you are a true friend, you would do what you would do for your own brother in the family to that friend. I have this friend of mine who has a friend who called her and her child, "ugly", and when I saw her post saying that true friends are those that bully you, I commented and disagreed. I reminded her of that friend of hers who told her that she and her son is ugly. If my mom would ever receive a comment like that on Facebook, she won't accept it. Man, if it would be possible, she would retaliate and file that person a case. That could be slander for her or the action or crime of making a false spoken statement damaging to a person's reputation. My mom had been protecting us since we were children through lengths that would be so different from other parents who wouldn't react so much when a thing like that happens or maybe wouldn't care or would talk it out to his/her child in a way that wouldn't create scenarios of them fighting back or talking to the other person. Some kids won't even tell their parents. May God help us all. I trust Allah the most. Health is wealth. We should as well devote time in relaxing, taking care of ourselves, keeping healthy, praying, exercising, etc. It's good if the parents can be patient and talk it out in a way that wouldn't create evil like anger.

In the name of Allah

Thank you Lord Allah, for all the blessings like:

1. Good food
2. Good health
3. Good encouragement
4. Leaf
5. Feather

It's alright. I felt tired last night. I have these ghosts telling what's inside my mind. Like on the other post, maybe below, I talked about it. Stay calm, Allah is with us.

Great day

I can't sleep immediately last night. It happens sometimes. Why? I have these ghosts speaking what's inside my mind. I don't know exactly why it happened. Only Allah's knowledge encompasses it. Anyways... It's good to be back here. They never stop talking. Maybe as long as I live my life here in the dunya(world). The hereafter is the akhira. Sounds Japanese, right? Yeah... I sorta feel like a Japanese as well when I'm praying. To be honest, I don't know all or most of the words I speak while praying. I just recite them as I worship the Lord Allah. Sometimes, and every Sunday, I have this printed prayers on paper and they have some English translation. I read it so when I pray, I can understand better what I'm saying. Even if I don't understand it, I still feel it's holiness and I appreciate the words that I understand from the Syllables I pronounce or anything that comes to my mind. Syllables are like this: Catapult(CAT. TAP. PULT) It has 3 syllables.

Thank you, my Lord Allah

I am simplifying my life. I am devoted to Islam. I think I want to decrease the time I write here. Maybe 5 minutes can do. Maybe 10. I'll see. I rather speak none at all if it wouldn't please Allah. If it isn't good. He says, you can only speak excessively if you mention his name in your speech. We must be careful with what comes out from our mouth. Such a precious asset. Such a precious and helpful thing. Anyways, I think the ones who do not have the ability to speak should be helped by us. We must help them. May God help them. All I need is God. All I need is Allah. Allah is the Arabic term of God. But if in your heart and soul and thoughts, you just believe in God, that could be enough. Let us do good deeds and believe in the last day while we believe in God, and he will forgive us our sins, even it has reached the sky, and grant us paradise. Just believe in the oneness of God. That is very important.