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First video for blog

Hi there. This is my first video. Thankful for snacks, veggies, fan, imagination, words. Alhamdulillah. I think I'm just gonna let you know by yourself what these Muslim words mean instead of always putting a translation like I remember. We're going to a new place. I think we're going back to our house. Maybe not there. I heard another place. Anyway. I am thankful. This place is kinda small for us, but it has helped us a lot. Our other house is 2nd story. It's just another day tomorrow, Saturday, where my 2 siblings will go to school near this condo and I heard once they come back, we'll be going to the new place already. Maybe we'll wait a little. Some things here are still not sacked or bagged. But I think it will still be kinda fast. A lot of things are already out of here. Maybe one day I'll be famous. So Emem Masorong will become like a brand. InshaAllah. I love Allah(swt). Woo! I love my life. My heart pounding sensations are almost gone. I consider what I feel now as normal. When I'm sitting, I don't usually feel it. I don't feel it almost. Just a little sometimes or rarely. When I'm lying down or sleeping. Hm... It's stronger. But I consider it normal. And sometimes it's just really normal. It will soon become normal again. I just don't remember this before. Maybe one day the whole world will know about my story. They will know about the ghosts. Maybe my panic attack experiences too. InshaAllah. Whatever Allah wills. I have so much to tell. But I would like to make videos more now. See you. Much love.

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Alhamdulillah for recovery, Allah(may he be glorified)'s mercy, passing of tests, angels, prayer. The top religion based result I get when I type on Google, "How to convert to" is with the word, "muslim". In the future, it is said that Islam will be the most populated religion. I still have the beings I'm talking about here with me. Anyways, she's just a girl. They're just girls. I'm not sure about the boys. I wonder why the fat-seeming guy says "envious" or inggit in tagalog. I've been teaching my parents what I learn about Islam. It's fun and challenging. My two siblings here who are younger than me, the girl, the youngest, is now a Christian. The other one, I don't know. Seems like an aethiest. He's a fat one. Back then, I remember he was reading the Quran, and he also told me that money is just a rectangular shaped object. He became the richest, as far as I know, child in the family. The next to the youngest. Bigger than me. Then I did hear him say how money is important. Yes, money is important. But Allahuakbar. Allah is greater. Some say Allahuakbar truly means Allah is greater. Anyways, I hope you're being fed good info from this blog, and that you learn something that will help you and your love ones go to paradise easily. I'm different. I have this style. I'm just me. Anyways. God is good. Allahuakbar. Some say say, "Allahuakbar" when we feel hardship. When we're in anxiety, we can say "Astaghifrullah". I love my family. The best of us, as I remember, are those best to their family. May we achieve Jannatul Firdaus. It's all possible. You might feel like giving up from time to time. I have an idea. You can quit. Yes you can, and I read that it is healthy too. When you pray, you're like saying, "I give up" on that "Allahuakbar", and you raise your hand like you give up. You give up. We place our top part of the body on the lowest part of the ground and praise Allah. Allahuakbar. It is indeed so great but still, Allah is greater. It heals us, you know, when we prostrate. We surrender ourselves to the ever-glorious Allah.

Thankful

Bismillah or In the name of God, I am thankful for still alive, learning to live well even with these paranormal beings saying what's inside my mind, good, Allah's mercy, courage. If those paranormal beings aren't here, those thoughts wouldn't be really the actual thoughts I'm thinking. They are an additional thing on me. I am sorry if you may hear it and it says something bad. I read that if you accept a sorry in Islam, you will also be rewarded.

Alhamdulillah

In the name of God, I am thankful for good air, peace, halal provision(permissible), love, kindness. Alhamdulillah or praise be to God. Man, I'm thinking. Why did I made this site Emem Masorong? I just thought people did the same? It doesn't mean that if they do them, I too will do it. I thought it was good. I think it's still good now. Allahuakbar or God is the greatest. I just took off the jacket I was wearing. It has a hood. Will I be famous? Only Allah knows for sure. Why an Emem Masorong blog? I'm thinking those people who would like to know more about me can come to this site. I made songs. Some say it's haram. Some say it's halal. There are lots of evil songs. There are only a few halal songs as I know. Would you like to be rich? I want to earn my money the halal way. I'm scared on the Day of Judgement. There's this good site I read a while ago about money in Islam which you can read here: http://www.muhammad-pbuh.com/en/?p=227. Allahuakbar. I so want to go to Jannah or Paradise. I don't want to go to the hellfire. It's not a place for anybody, yet, Allah judges us. I learned a lot about Islam since I embraced Islam again. I became limp and I'm mostly at home. I want to go to a masjid and pray there in congregation. It was narrated that Abu Hurayrah (may Allaah be pleased with him) said: The Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whoever purifies himself in his house then walks to one of the houses of Allaah in order to perform one of the duties enjoined by Allaah, for every two steps he takes, one will erase a sin and the other will raise him one degree in status.” Narrated by Muslim, 666. Allah, may he be glorified and exalted, blessed me with this paranormal beings saying what's inside my mind. If it wasn't for it, I would be far away from Allah, probably. I would become a liar. They helped me speak the truth as they will say that I lied if I lied. They make me feel not alone. I don't know if they're real. I hope they are alright and safe. As far as I know, there are 4 girls, 1 man, and 2 boys. I'm not sure. But I'm sure of the 2 girls. They seem like 3 or 6 years olds. I thought, maybe one day, if they're real, and I hope they are not forced to speak or tortured in any way, as I think, that we would maybe see each other in Paradise. They seem alright. They say health is wealth. I also read that we shouldn't sacrifice our health for attaining riches. Maybe if we need to, we should just get the money in a halal way, and never through anything haram(forbidden).

I feel sick again but on a jacket now which is good

Thankful for good air, Allah's mercy, my financial plan, success, happiness. Alhamdulillah or praise be to God. Good thing right now I have a hoody and it's helping me feel calm and normal. My neck feels a little hot. I love writing. Later on, my last journal writing would be on the notebook, insha'Allah or if Allah wills. I am puking a while ago. I puked a big one. I remember first, it was just small. I love patience or Sabr. It is such an endearing trait and gives you a lot of benefit in life. Insha'Allah, I'll get well soon. I miss my parents. I wonder where they are right now? They are working, probably. I hope they rest. The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said, “Take a short nap, for Devils do not take naps” [Sahih Aljamie. Alalbani 1647]. I just napped for about 30 minutes a while ago. I do that in the afternoon. It's called Qailulah. Just a little more and I'm done here.