Huwebes, Pebrero 14, 2019

First video for blog


Hi there. This is my first video. Thankful for snacks, veggies, fan, imagination, words. Alhamdulillah. I think I'm just gonna let you know by yourself what these Muslim words mean instead of always putting a translation like I remember. We're going to a new place. I think we're going back to our house. Maybe not there. I heard another place. Anyway. I am thankful. This place is kinda small for us, but it has helped us a lot. Our other house is 2nd story. It's just another day tomorrow, Saturday, where my 2 siblings will go to school near this condo and I heard once they come back, we'll be going to the new place already. Maybe we'll wait a little. Some things here are still not sacked or bagged. But I think it will still be kinda fast. A lot of things are already out of here. Maybe one day I'll be famous. So Emem Masorong will become like a brand. InshaAllah. I love Allah(swt). Woo! I love my life. My heart pounding sensations are almost gone. I consider what I feel now as normal. When I'm sitting, I don't usually feel it. I don't feel it almost. Just a little sometimes or rarely. When I'm lying down or sleeping. Hm... It's stronger. But I consider it normal. And sometimes it's just really normal. It will soon become normal again. I just don't remember this before. Maybe one day the whole world will know about my story. They will know about the ghosts. Maybe my panic attack experiences too. InshaAllah. Whatever Allah wills. I have so much to tell. But I would like to make videos more now. See you. Much love.