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First video for blog

Hi there. This is my first video. Thankful for snacks, veggies, fan, imagination, words. Alhamdulillah. I think I'm just gonna let you know by yourself what these Muslim words mean instead of always putting a translation like I remember. We're going to a new place. I think we're going back to our house. Maybe not there. I heard another place. Anyway. I am thankful. This place is kinda small for us, but it has helped us a lot. Our other house is 2nd story. It's just another day tomorrow, Saturday, where my 2 siblings will go to school near this condo and I heard once they come back, we'll be going to the new place already. Maybe we'll wait a little. Some things here are still not sacked or bagged. But I think it will still be kinda fast. A lot of things are already out of here. Maybe one day I'll be famous. So Emem Masorong will become like a brand. InshaAllah. I love Allah(swt). Woo! I love my life. My heart pounding sensations are almost gone. I consider what I feel now as normal. When I'm sitting, I don't usually feel it. I don't feel it almost. Just a little sometimes or rarely. When I'm lying down or sleeping. Hm... It's stronger. But I consider it normal. And sometimes it's just really normal. It will soon become normal again. I just don't remember this before. Maybe one day the whole world will know about my story. They will know about the ghosts. Maybe my panic attack experiences too. InshaAllah. Whatever Allah wills. I have so much to tell. But I would like to make videos more now. See you. Much love.

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Alhamdulillah for recovery, Allah(may he be glorified)'s mercy, passing of tests, angels, prayer. The top religion based result I get when I type on Google, "How to convert to" is with the word, "muslim". In the future, it is said that Islam will be the most populated religion. I still have the beings I'm talking about here with me. Anyways, she's just a girl. They're just girls. I'm not sure about the boys. I wonder why the fat-seeming guy says "envious" or inggit in tagalog. I've been teaching my parents what I learn about Islam. It's fun and challenging. My two siblings here who are younger than me, the girl, the youngest, is now a Christian. The other one, I don't know. Seems like an aethiest. He's a fat one. Back then, I remember he was reading the Quran, and he also told me that money is just a rectangular shaped object. He became the richest, as far as I know, child in the family. The next to the youngest. Bigger than me. Then I did hear him say how money is important. Yes, money is important. But Allahuakbar. Allah is greater. Some say Allahuakbar truly means Allah is greater. Anyways, I hope you're being fed good info from this blog, and that you learn something that will help you and your love ones go to paradise easily. I'm different. I have this style. I'm just me. Anyways. God is good. Allahuakbar. Some say say, "Allahuakbar" when we feel hardship. When we're in anxiety, we can say "Astaghifrullah". I love my family. The best of us, as I remember, are those best to their family. May we achieve Jannatul Firdaus. It's all possible. You might feel like giving up from time to time. I have an idea. You can quit. Yes you can, and I read that it is healthy too. When you pray, you're like saying, "I give up" on that "Allahuakbar", and you raise your hand like you give up. You give up. We place our top part of the body on the lowest part of the ground and praise Allah. Allahuakbar. It is indeed so great but still, Allah is greater. It heals us, you know, when we prostrate. We surrender ourselves to the ever-glorious Allah.

Thankful

Bismillah or In the name of God, I am thankful for still alive, learning to live well even with these paranormal beings saying what's inside my mind, good, Allah's mercy, courage. If those paranormal beings aren't here, those thoughts wouldn't be really the actual thoughts I'm thinking. They are an additional thing on me. I am sorry if you may hear it and it says something bad. I read that if you accept a sorry in Islam, you will also be rewarded.

Alhamdulillah

In the name of God, I am thankful for good air, peace, halal provision(permissible), love, kindness. Alhamdulillah or praise be to God. Man, I'm thinking. Why did I made this site Emem Masorong? I just thought people did the same? It doesn't mean that if they do them, I too will do it. I thought it was good. I think it's still good now. Allahuakbar or God is the greatest. I just took off the jacket I was wearing. It has a hood. Will I be famous? Only Allah knows for sure. Why an Emem Masorong blog? I'm thinking those people who would like to know more about me can come to this site. I made songs. Some say it's haram. Some say it's halal. There are lots of evil songs. There are only a few halal songs as I know. Would you like to be rich? I want to earn my money the halal way. I'm scared on the Day of Judgement. There's this good site I read a while ago about money in Islam which you can read here: http://www.muhammad-pbuh.com/en/?p=227. Allahuakbar. I so want to go to Jannah or Paradise. I don't want to go to the hellfire. It's not a place for anybody, yet, Allah judges us. I learned a lot about Islam since I embraced Islam again. I became limp and I'm mostly at home. I want to go to a masjid and pray there in congregation. It was narrated that Abu Hurayrah (may Allaah be pleased with him) said: The Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whoever purifies himself in his house then walks to one of the houses of Allaah in order to perform one of the duties enjoined by Allaah, for every two steps he takes, one will erase a sin and the other will raise him one degree in status.” Narrated by Muslim, 666. Allah, may he be glorified and exalted, blessed me with this paranormal beings saying what's inside my mind. If it wasn't for it, I would be far away from Allah, probably. I would become a liar. They helped me speak the truth as they will say that I lied if I lied. They make me feel not alone. I don't know if they're real. I hope they are alright and safe. As far as I know, there are 4 girls, 1 man, and 2 boys. I'm not sure. But I'm sure of the 2 girls. They seem like 3 or 6 years olds. I thought, maybe one day, if they're real, and I hope they are not forced to speak or tortured in any way, as I think, that we would maybe see each other in Paradise. They seem alright. They say health is wealth. I also read that we shouldn't sacrifice our health for attaining riches. Maybe if we need to, we should just get the money in a halal way, and never through anything haram(forbidden).

I feel sick again but on a jacket now which is good

Thankful for good air, Allah's mercy, my financial plan, success, happiness. Alhamdulillah or praise be to God. Good thing right now I have a hoody and it's helping me feel calm and normal. My neck feels a little hot. I love writing. Later on, my last journal writing would be on the notebook, insha'Allah or if Allah wills. I am puking a while ago. I puked a big one. I remember first, it was just small. I love patience or Sabr. It is such an endearing trait and gives you a lot of benefit in life. Insha'Allah, I'll get well soon. I miss my parents. I wonder where they are right now? They are working, probably. I hope they rest. The Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said, “Take a short nap, for Devils do not take naps” [Sahih Aljamie. Alalbani 1647]. I just napped for about 30 minutes a while ago. I do that in the afternoon. It's called Qailulah. Just a little more and I'm done here.

My neck feels hot and some healing technique for pain

Thankful for cure, love, sanity, bliss, remembrance of Allah, may he be glorified and exalted. Alhamdulillah. I am pleased with Allah. I love my God. I love blogging here. I have 15 minutes as a schedule for writing here. Let us have sabr or patience. A beautiful patience. I hope I am helping you with the contents of this site. Allahuakbar or God is the greatest. I remember I was kind of insane yesterday. I hope not today. It is 1:27 on the clock on the computer now. I still have azr, maghrib, and isha to pray later on. I place my trust in Allah. I realize that if you put your trust in him, he wills good for you. I just slept after I cannot take it anymore yesterday. I was using the computer. My neck feels hot right now. I already used the cover of my bed and two blankets to cover me so I can sweat. It's what healed me before, when I had this. it's just for about 5 minutes. The other sleep a while ago was for about 30 minutes and I only, I remember, had the 2 blankets. Is this fever? Why am I hot in the neck? It should be cold, right? Right now, I have a blanket over me. There's this electric fan here, on a ceiling, that's on and I already asked if mom knows where the switch is for that and I remember she said no. The other one that she think knows where the switch is is asleep, she said. The other one, we are not sure if she knows. I think if she knows, she would have already helped. Just a little more and I'm done here. I read something, and I remember it as this, that if you have pain on yourself, you say, 'In the name of Allah', 3 times. After that place your hand on the part where there is pain and say, 'I seek refuge with Allah and his power from the evil that I find and that I fear', 7 times.

Panicked again yesterday

I'm thankful for hope, Allah's mercy, writing, blog, grace of the Lord. There are paranormal beings telling what's inside my mind. I hope you pray for me. Thank you. May the Lord have mercy on me and the believers and may he guide the unbelievers. Allah is good. I have that affirmation on my wall and I used masking tape. Of course, he is also severe in punishment, but his mercy prevailed over his wrath. Allah is with the patient, he says. Alhamdulillah or praise be to God. I have given out a card, I remember, of this site, to a shop at the ground floor of our condo. We're in the 3rd Floor. Me, dad, mom, and I don't want to share the names of my siblings.

I felt cold or hot a while ago and I have a simple solution

Thankful for rest, recovery, blankets, ease, mercy. Alhamdulillah or praise be to God. I felt maybe cold or hot a while ago. What I did before about this which is effective to eliminate the illness is I sweated myself by lying down in bed covered in a blanket, and I just remember it was a thick one. A thick one will make you sweat because it will be hot inside. Thin ones can have little holes where air can get in. After sweating for a time inside the blanket, I felt I was back to normal. The feeling was not there anymore, as I can remember, after sweating for a time inside the blanket. This is what I did today too, just a while ago. I had a thin blanket, but I had another one the same. I used them both to cover me, and after a while, the cold feeling or hot one on my neck disappeared. There is sweat on it now. I still have the blankets on me while I type this. Alhamdulillah. May Allah be glorified and exalted. I am lucky to be born a Muslim. Yes, there are lots of trials along the way, and other people view you as someone dangerous to them, but your actions toward the people will come into effect. But the fact that if I'm born Muslim, I can pray anytime in the house and not be rejected by the people living there. Other converts get stopped by their family. There is a reason for everything, as they say. Allah is all-knower. Most kind. Have trust in him. Let us not kill ourselves, for if we do that, we will do that in hell forever, as long as Allah wills. It is also said something like, 'Do they think they will be in hell just for a number of days?' May Allah guide the unbelievers and have mercy on the believers. I love Allah. He is the best. Sleep is minor death. When you feel depressed, sleep. Sleep when you need it. Most of the time, you'll feel energized and fresh when you wake up and you sort of forget the bad thing that happened. We are all going to die our last death in this existence. Have Sabr: Patience or endurance. I read somewhere in a comment, and maybe this was said by a companion of the prophet, that we should get used to a tough life, for luxury doesn't last in this world.

I feel blessed

Thankful for blessings, cooperation, Islam, God, freedom. May Allah be glorified and exalted. Alhamdulillah or praise be to God. I love Islam. Islam has changed my life so good. I love following it's laws. I know it's for my good. We should conceal the faults of Muslims if you're a Muslim as I read. I want to create videos. Sometimes, people here in the house are asleep. I already created some videos before. I want to record some songs. I am being careful of what I send out externally from myself to the world as doing bad to others will hurt me as well. It is taught in Islam that if you save a human life, it is as if you have saved mankind. Hasten in good deeds, as commanded in the Quran.

It was narrated from Abu Hurayrah that the Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Hasten to do good deeds before there come tribulations like pieces of a dark night, when a man will be a believer in the morning and a kaafir by evening, or he will be a believer in the evening and a kaafir by morning, selling his religious commitment for worldly gain.”

It is as if I am in a prison. It is said in Islam that the world is the prison of the Muslim, while for the kafir or unbeliever, it is paradise. I am really detained. I can only go out in the morning for about an hour and I must be near to the unit. We live in a condo. I must have sabr or patience. Sabr also means persistence, perseverance, and endurance. Let's have a beautiful patience, as they like to say. Allah is with the patient. If you remember Allah, he will remember you as well. We should be careful in this life. It's not too late while you're still here to repent. If I were you, I would take the initiative to know the truth, and that for me, is Allah is the only God. Islam is the only religion that God will accept. What else of a religion does a person bow down to God? Based on observation, Christians sit on a church while Muslims bow down and they are religious and are strict in following the orders of Allah. Some Christians may kneel, and bow down, but sometimes, they just do that when they want to or feel like it. I am more scared than Allah than these paranormal beings that tell what's inside my mind. I wonder if one day people will know my story. And they will be mesmerized, if Allah wills, by this strange phenomena and may believe in Allah. Look around you. I think it's enough proof that there is a God. And what about this paranormal beings telling what's inside my mind? Do you not ponder that God created this? Who else can?

I feel great

Thankful for Allah's mercy, kindness, ink, pens, Allah's grace, good. May Allah be glorified and exalted. Alhamdulillah or praise be to Allah. I was kind of crazy maybe two days ago concerning the paranormal I have here which tells what's inside my mind. Now, I am alright. I am learning more to be patient. I don't want to kill myself by hurting myself. I die anyways when I go to sleep. Sleep is minor death and I must tell, when I just slept yesterday, as far as I remember, it was the day I became crazy and the day after that, I felt fresh and good when I woke up. I remember a dream. I don't want to share it. Allahuakbar or Allah is the greatest. I am excited to go to Jannah. Do you know that reciting the Ayat-Al-Kursi after every prayer will make you go to Jannah when you die. The only thing that is a barrier between you and Jannah is death, as far as I remember, if you recite it after every obligatory prayer.

Here is the Ayat Al-Kursi:

Allahu laaa ilaaha illaa huwal haiyul qai-yoom; laa taakhuzuhoo sinatunw wa laa nawm; lahoo maa fissamaawaati wa maa fil ard; man zallazee yashfa'u indahooo illaa be iznih; ya'lamu maa baina aideehim wa maa khalfahum; wa laa yuheetoona beshai 'immin 'ilmihee illa be maa shaaaa; wasi'a kursiyyuhus samaa waati wal arda wa la ya'ooduho hifzuhumaa; wa huwal aliyyul 'azeem

اللَّهُ لاَ إِلَهَ إِلاَّ هُوَ الْحَيُّ الْقَيُّومُ لاَ تَأْخُذُهُ سِنَةٌ وَلاَ نَوْمٌ لَهُ مَا فِي السَّمَاوَاتِ وَمَا فِي الأَرْضِ مَنْ ذَا الَّذِي يَشْفَعُ عِنْدَهُ إِلاَّ بِإِذْنِهِ يَعْلَمُ مَا بَيْنَ أَيْدِيهِمْ وَمَا خَلْفَهُمْ وَلاَ يُحِيطُونَ بِشَيْءٍ مِنْ عِلْمِهِ إِلاَّ بِمَا شَاءَ وَسِعَ كُرْسِيُّهُ السَّمَاواتِ وَالأَرْضَ وَلاَ يَئُودُهُ حِفْظُهُمَا وَهُوَ الْعَلِيُّ الْعَظِيمُ

"Allah! There is no god but He - the Living, The Self-subsisting, Eternal. No slumber can seize Him Nor Sleep. His are all things In the heavens and on earth. Who is there can intercede In His presence except As he permitteth? He knoweth What (appeareth to His creatures As) Before or After or Behind them. Nor shall they compass Aught of his knowledge Except as He willeth. His throne doth extend Over the heavens And on earth, and He feeleth No fatigue in guarding And preserving them, For He is the Most High. The Supreme (in glory)."

It's a new day

Thankful for life, good, paradise, Allah(may he be glorified and exalted), fairness. Alhamdulillah or praise be to God. Yeah. It's a new day. I love praying to Allah. He is the best. We must take care of ourselves. Allah has given us life. He can take it away any time. Allah has made my life easier with the paranormal I have that says what's inside my mind. Alhamdulillah. God is most merciful. I hope no one else experiences what I'm experiencing like that with the paranormal I have. I am thankful for sleep. It is minor death, based on Islam, as far as I know. So whenever you want to kill yourself because of a problem, take your time to think well and just sleep. You can perform ablution any time and pray to Allah. I remember reading something that said that the prophet Muhammad prays when he is happy of something. Maybe you can do that as well when you are sad.

There are alcohol ingredients on cigarettes based on a website I found

Bismillah or in the name of Allah, may he be glorified and exalted. I am thankful for good, abstaining from evil, my breathe, calm, mercy. Allah increases what you are thankful for. Go here to see what I saw about alcohol in cigarettes. Alcohol is forbidden or haram in Islam. One of these ahaadeeth was narrated by Ibn Maajah (3377) from ‘Abd-Allaah ibn ‘Amr who said: The Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whoever drinks alcohol and gets drunk, his prayer will not be accepted for forty days and if he dies he will go to Hell. But if he repents, Allaah will accept his repentance. If he again drinks alcohol and gets drunk, his prayer will not be accepted for forty days and if he dies he will go to Hell. But if he repents, Allaah will accept his repentance. If he again drinks alcohol and gets drunk, his prayer will not be accepted for forty days and if he dies he will go to Hell. But if he repents, Allaah will accept his repentance. If he commits (this sin) again, then Allaah pledges to make him drink the mud of khabaal on the Day of Resurrection.” They asked, “O Messenger of Allaah, what is the mud of khabaal?” He said, “The juices of the people of Hell.”